how do you feel?

how can i help?

what's wrong?

talk to me. 

acrimonious, an amazing word to describe how life can be. it could be that since the day you were born, that your life is against you.

uncontrollably, we will suffer and feel desolation.

your life can become mildewed. you will blame yourself, or you will point your finger to something that you ponder if it started this mess. 

take your meds. talk to your therapist. it may be difficult to gulp down the agonsizing pain you wake up to.

it will get better

 as many times that this has been said, it'll make you feel numb. but think of it as motivation. think of it as an aphorism.

it will get better

it will get better

when will it get better?

 how do you cope?

i remain distant

the light that once was in my eyes that fueled my desire, burned a hole in my psyche. 

they will query more about how long you've felt this way.

for me, since i was little. 

but for you, dear reader, it might be different. 

ever since my right to be a child was taken away. when he forced the light out of me with his fingers and tongue.

i was only five years young.